(Oneshot) Annyoung~ For Now~ T_T
Actually, this is my very FIRST oneshot that i made, even before 'He Left...'
Give it a try and read it ^__^
Is it a true story you ask??
Well.. no comment ^__^
It's up to you what you think~
enjoy!!
LEAVE COMMENTS please!! T_T~
(Oneshot) Annyoung~ For Now~
This was a true story.
I really don’t know how it started.
But day after day, I can feel something was growing within me.
A feeling that could not be describe by anyone else.
The question is: would this be the beginning or the end?
There he was. Staring at the busy atmosphere of the school’s surrounding by the pavement on the second floor near his class.
Seeing him standing out there, while resting his body against the concrete wall would always make my heart to beat faster every second. I know this was a little bit out of mind but I like what I saw-everyday-.
His hair would fall down to his forehead but sometimes; he will neatly style his hair and makes it to look like a celebrity. Each time, the estatic motion of the wind would blow through his hair to make him look even hotter.
Yes. I always felt like I was nearly about to melt. Despite of being in the school’s basketball team and totally active in other sports, he might as well a very hardworking boy.
But there are lots of other things that I do not know about him…
I still remember the first time when he spoke to me. While my best friend and I were walking our way to the science lab, he was walking with one of his friend behind us. I kept myself calm and cool even though I was burning with excitement inside.
“Agashi” First time I heard him talked to me.
“He’s handsome”. He said, pointing towards his friend beside him.
I smiled, rather surprised of his sudden gesture of talking to me. Ae Lin, whom was walking beside me also, smiled knowing that the boy I liked just talked to me. Interesting.
“You’re crazy...” I lied. As I rolled my eyes trying to act professional, my heart was beating like a stampede.
Since that day forward, I managed to get to know him better especially when the school’s annual sports day arrived. I was on the same group as him and based on my observation, he tried so hard to win almost every category that he participated. He did not talk much to me but I do. Yes. I stepped forward and valiantly acted like we were old friends.
Unfortunately, day after day, almost all of my friends knew that I liked him. It was hard for the secrets to be kept low as my friends will giggled and murmured each time he walked pass them. After all, he must have seen me hanging out with my friends and so, he will absolutely already knew that I was one of them. Later, he tried to avoid me. When he noticed I was looking, he would turn away and look at some where else.
However, once in a while, he did act like nothing was wrong. Being silly and cheeky, he asked me whether his shoelaces were cute. That day he wore shoelaces of a figure of small pigs, black and white in colour. It was cute but I ignored him and again, I tried to act professional although it was hard for me to do so.
At the end of the day, I saw his shoelaces at the discipline teacher’s table and saw him walking without shoelaces. That was quite funny actually. He was not very good in academic but he was good in other stuff like sports. On the other hand, he did do quite well with anything that involves numbers. He did break some rules but he was not a bad person at all. I know so.
With his behaviour of avoiding me and sometimes talked to me, I was confused. I kept asking myself on did he actually think that I was stalking him or he did not know?
a ) If he thought that I was stalking him, then, this should explain on his weird behaviour of avoiding me.
b ) If he did not have a clue on anything involving my feeling towards him, then, this should explain why he was still talking to me.
Until at the end of the year, he still kept me confused.
He was on his last year in school so he has to sit on this major exam which will decide on what his future will be.
My friends kept asking me to meet him face to face and make an ending out of this whole secret ‘crush’ relationship. I hesitated. Every one knows that I have such a bubbly personality which will however fade whenever I faced him so most of my friends thought that me, facing him and tells him my whole feelings would be no problem for me to do so. Correction: They were wrong.
I was afraid.
I was scared.
As the exam day was near, every seniors in my school, including him, said good luck to one and another. I thought that if I was brave enough to actually stand up and say good luck to him, maybe there will be an ending of my fantasy love story. Happy ending… but then again, I did not have the courage. I kept all of my feelings just to myself and myself alone.= = = = =
As the day goes by, school holidays has already passed and the new beginning of a new year arrived bringing full excitement to everyone’s life including mine. I was anxious to start the new beginning of my life. Anxious to know about someone that I never heard for quite some times.Along my days of not seeing him and not going to school due to the school holidays, I always tried my best to forget about him as I know that he will not going to be in school anymore for the upcoming year.
=======
Now, I was a senior in my school.
I was my class monitor.
I was the chairperson of the travelling committee.
I was the captain of the cheerleading squad.
I was the head editor of the school’s editorial board.
-And I was supposed to be there, with the other ex-seniors when they took their examination results because I was the editor of the school’s magazine and have to make an interview with any successful student whom achieved high scores.
This means, I will get to meet him.
I came early that morning.
I saw one by one ex-senior came to take their examination results. Soon, the school hall was packed with ex-seniors. Their tears of joy or sad filled up the atmosphere. I was busy making sure that the photographers would take a good snap to every occurrence that was happening inside the school hall.
At the mean time, I was looking for him…
Where is he?
Did he pass?
Failed?
Just, where could he be by now?
He was no where to be found…
= = = = =
Rain…
It was pouring heavily by the time the school hall was almost empty.
Only a few teachers were left, ready to go home.
But he was still no where to be seen.
“Songsaegnim! Gidariseyo!”
A voice could be heard echoing every corner of the school hall. I turned to look at the familiar voice.
And saw him…
Soaking wet in his black sleeveless shirt with a half quarter pants. He looked good.
I managed to smile.
Just a small smile.
He approached to his class teacher and took his result. His class teacher said something to him but I could not figure out what would it be. He gave a slight smile to himself.
Something was pushing me to go and tell him my feeling. But then again, I was the one whom was determined to not to go. The feelings of scared and afraid of rejection arise once again within me.
So I told myself to just let this whole thing to be kept to myself.
Silly me. I know.
He turned around facing the exit and…
He saw me.
He stopped.
My heart beat stopped.
He smiled.
I smiled.
And he made his way to the exit of the hall…
I felt like just wanted to run to him and tell him about how I felt. I was rebelled inside.But I know I was not ready and not that brave.
I stand by the exit door of the hall and watched him ran in the rain and stepped out from the school’s compound.
Maybe I was destined to not to be with him.
Maybe this was just the beginning of my life.
Until now, I just wanted to say: annyoung (to him)…….
(The music of tvxq’s my best friend’s girlfriend starts here)…he he. Owh ...ehem: ~THE END~
ps: no reason of y i chose that TVXQ's song as the ending song of this story..maybe bcuz the music is nice~who knows~just imagine it and enjoy alright?hehehehe ALRIGHT!!YEAH!!
WUUUHUUUU~
Original fiction by: Im 2007
Properties of : http://imim251191.blogspot.com/
date: 22/11/07
Give it a try and read it ^__^
Is it a true story you ask??
Well.. no comment ^__^
It's up to you what you think~
enjoy!!
LEAVE COMMENTS please!! T_T~
(Oneshot) Annyoung~ For Now~
This was a true story.
I really don’t know how it started.
But day after day, I can feel something was growing within me.
A feeling that could not be describe by anyone else.
The question is: would this be the beginning or the end?
There he was. Staring at the busy atmosphere of the school’s surrounding by the pavement on the second floor near his class.
Seeing him standing out there, while resting his body against the concrete wall would always make my heart to beat faster every second. I know this was a little bit out of mind but I like what I saw-everyday-.
His hair would fall down to his forehead but sometimes; he will neatly style his hair and makes it to look like a celebrity. Each time, the estatic motion of the wind would blow through his hair to make him look even hotter.
Yes. I always felt like I was nearly about to melt. Despite of being in the school’s basketball team and totally active in other sports, he might as well a very hardworking boy.
But there are lots of other things that I do not know about him…
I still remember the first time when he spoke to me. While my best friend and I were walking our way to the science lab, he was walking with one of his friend behind us. I kept myself calm and cool even though I was burning with excitement inside.
“Agashi” First time I heard him talked to me.
“He’s handsome”. He said, pointing towards his friend beside him.
I smiled, rather surprised of his sudden gesture of talking to me. Ae Lin, whom was walking beside me also, smiled knowing that the boy I liked just talked to me. Interesting.
“You’re crazy...” I lied. As I rolled my eyes trying to act professional, my heart was beating like a stampede.
Since that day forward, I managed to get to know him better especially when the school’s annual sports day arrived. I was on the same group as him and based on my observation, he tried so hard to win almost every category that he participated. He did not talk much to me but I do. Yes. I stepped forward and valiantly acted like we were old friends.
Unfortunately, day after day, almost all of my friends knew that I liked him. It was hard for the secrets to be kept low as my friends will giggled and murmured each time he walked pass them. After all, he must have seen me hanging out with my friends and so, he will absolutely already knew that I was one of them. Later, he tried to avoid me. When he noticed I was looking, he would turn away and look at some where else.
However, once in a while, he did act like nothing was wrong. Being silly and cheeky, he asked me whether his shoelaces were cute. That day he wore shoelaces of a figure of small pigs, black and white in colour. It was cute but I ignored him and again, I tried to act professional although it was hard for me to do so.
At the end of the day, I saw his shoelaces at the discipline teacher’s table and saw him walking without shoelaces. That was quite funny actually. He was not very good in academic but he was good in other stuff like sports. On the other hand, he did do quite well with anything that involves numbers. He did break some rules but he was not a bad person at all. I know so.
With his behaviour of avoiding me and sometimes talked to me, I was confused. I kept asking myself on did he actually think that I was stalking him or he did not know?
a ) If he thought that I was stalking him, then, this should explain on his weird behaviour of avoiding me.
b ) If he did not have a clue on anything involving my feeling towards him, then, this should explain why he was still talking to me.
Until at the end of the year, he still kept me confused.
He was on his last year in school so he has to sit on this major exam which will decide on what his future will be.
My friends kept asking me to meet him face to face and make an ending out of this whole secret ‘crush’ relationship. I hesitated. Every one knows that I have such a bubbly personality which will however fade whenever I faced him so most of my friends thought that me, facing him and tells him my whole feelings would be no problem for me to do so. Correction: They were wrong.
I was afraid.
I was scared.
As the exam day was near, every seniors in my school, including him, said good luck to one and another. I thought that if I was brave enough to actually stand up and say good luck to him, maybe there will be an ending of my fantasy love story. Happy ending… but then again, I did not have the courage. I kept all of my feelings just to myself and myself alone.= = = = =
As the day goes by, school holidays has already passed and the new beginning of a new year arrived bringing full excitement to everyone’s life including mine. I was anxious to start the new beginning of my life. Anxious to know about someone that I never heard for quite some times.Along my days of not seeing him and not going to school due to the school holidays, I always tried my best to forget about him as I know that he will not going to be in school anymore for the upcoming year.
=======
Now, I was a senior in my school.
I was my class monitor.
I was the chairperson of the travelling committee.
I was the captain of the cheerleading squad.
I was the head editor of the school’s editorial board.
-And I was supposed to be there, with the other ex-seniors when they took their examination results because I was the editor of the school’s magazine and have to make an interview with any successful student whom achieved high scores.
This means, I will get to meet him.
I came early that morning.
I saw one by one ex-senior came to take their examination results. Soon, the school hall was packed with ex-seniors. Their tears of joy or sad filled up the atmosphere. I was busy making sure that the photographers would take a good snap to every occurrence that was happening inside the school hall.
At the mean time, I was looking for him…
Where is he?
Did he pass?
Failed?
Just, where could he be by now?
He was no where to be found…
= = = = =
Rain…
It was pouring heavily by the time the school hall was almost empty.
Only a few teachers were left, ready to go home.
But he was still no where to be seen.
“Songsaegnim! Gidariseyo!”
A voice could be heard echoing every corner of the school hall. I turned to look at the familiar voice.
And saw him…
Soaking wet in his black sleeveless shirt with a half quarter pants. He looked good.
I managed to smile.
Just a small smile.
He approached to his class teacher and took his result. His class teacher said something to him but I could not figure out what would it be. He gave a slight smile to himself.
Something was pushing me to go and tell him my feeling. But then again, I was the one whom was determined to not to go. The feelings of scared and afraid of rejection arise once again within me.
So I told myself to just let this whole thing to be kept to myself.
Silly me. I know.
He turned around facing the exit and…
He saw me.
He stopped.
My heart beat stopped.
He smiled.
I smiled.
And he made his way to the exit of the hall…
I felt like just wanted to run to him and tell him about how I felt. I was rebelled inside.But I know I was not ready and not that brave.
I stand by the exit door of the hall and watched him ran in the rain and stepped out from the school’s compound.
Maybe I was destined to not to be with him.
Maybe this was just the beginning of my life.
Until now, I just wanted to say: annyoung (to him)…….
(The music of tvxq’s my best friend’s girlfriend starts here)…he he. Owh ...ehem: ~THE END~
ps: no reason of y i chose that TVXQ's song as the ending song of this story..maybe bcuz the music is nice~who knows~just imagine it and enjoy alright?hehehehe ALRIGHT!!YEAH!!
WUUUHUUUU~
Original fiction by: Im 2007
Properties of : http://imim251191.blogspot.com/
date: 22/11/07
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